Bianca Censori, the wife of rapper Kanye West, has shared intimate details about her recent stay at a rehabilitation facility in Spain, describing the experience as life-changing amid her struggles with emotional dysregulation and self-medication. In a candid profile published in Vanity Fair on Friday, February 6, the 31-year-old architect and designer revealed how the treatment helped her break harmful patterns that affected both herself and those around her.
"I needed to work on myself because I had patterns of things that I would do that would not just hurt me but would hurt the people around me," Censori told the magazine. She explained that prior to entering rehab, she had been self-medicating with benzodiazepines, a class of sedative drugs often prescribed for anxiety but known for their potential for dependency. West, 48, covered the costs of her treatment, which Censori described as having a "ridiculous" price tag. "Anything that you have ever bought me does not equate to how important this was to me," she recalled telling her husband, emphasizing the profound personal value of the intervention over material gifts.
Censori's time in the Spanish facility marked a turning point, allowing her to address what she called her emotional dysregulation. "I put a lot of pressure on other people being the reason for my happiness or the reason for my unhappiness," she said. "I would blame someone else if I wasn’t feeling good. [Rehab] changed my life. How was I a completely different person? I was very emotionally dysregulated, and I can function now." Since completing the program, she has reported a newfound stability, though she also delved into more unconventional interests, claiming to be "channeling messages from the dead."
"I’m convinced that people do weird things with astrology. I like all sorts of woo-woo, occult-y stuff," Censori shared with Vanity Fair. "I’ll do the same thing over and over and over again." Her openness about these spiritual explorations comes as she navigates life post-treatment, blending personal growth with esoteric pursuits. The couple, who married in 2022 after a whirlwind courtship, has faced public scrutiny over their relationship, particularly during periods of turbulence.
This revelation from Censori arrives on the heels of West's own disclosures about his mental health battles. In an open letter published in The Wall Street Journal last month, the artist formerly known as Ye detailed a four-month manic episode in early 2025 that he said "destroyed my life." West, who publicly revealed his bipolar disorder diagnosis in 2016, described the episode as involving "psychotic, paranoid and impulsive behavior." He credited Censori with playing a pivotal role in his recovery, noting that her support inspired him to seek treatment himself.
Last year, amid challenges in their marriage, West entered a treatment program in Switzerland to manage his bipolar disorder. "All I can do is always just be there and help," Censori said tearfully in her Vanity Fair interview. "This year was a lot like doing CPR for months. I have the love and empathy for him to be able to do that, and I understand that the world doesn’t." Her words paint a picture of unwavering commitment during West's most difficult times, highlighting the strain on their partnership.
West's letter provided further insight into the isolating nature of manic episodes. "In early 2025, I fell into a four-month long manic episode of psychotic, paranoid and impulsive behavior that destroyed my life," he wrote. "As the situation became increasingly unsustainable, there were times I didn’t want to be here anymore." He elaborated on the psychological toll, explaining, "When you go into a manic episode, you are ill at that point. When you are not in an episode, you are completely ‘normal,’ and that’s when the wreckage from the illness hits the hardest."
The rapper also addressed the denial that often accompanies bipolar disorder. "Bipolar disorder comes with its own defense system. Denial. When you’re manic, you don’t think you’re sick. You think everyone else is overreacting," West stated in the letter. "You feel like you’re seeing the world more clearly than ever, when in reality you’re losing your grip entirely. … Things got worse the longer I ignored the problem. I said and did things I deeply regret." This reflection comes after years of public controversies tied to his condition, including inflammatory statements and professional fallout.
In a gesture of accountability, West apologized to those impacted by his actions. "Some of the people I love the most, I treated the worst. You endured fear, confusion, humiliation, and the exhaustion of trying to have someone who was, at times, unrecognizable," he wrote. "Looking back, I became detached from my true self." Sources close to the couple have maintained that they are not divorcing, despite the intense pressures of the past year, with one insider telling Us Weekly that their bond remains strong.
"When you go into a manic episode, you are ill at that point. When you are not in an episode, you are completely ‘normal,’ and that’s when the wreckage from the illness hits the hardest."
— Kanye West, in his open letter to The Wall Street Journal
The couple's shared experiences with treatment underscore a mutual journey toward healing. Censori's rehab stay in Spain, though not tied to substance abuse in the traditional sense beyond her benzodiazepine use, parallels West's efforts in Switzerland. Mental health experts have long noted the importance of support systems in managing conditions like bipolar disorder and emotional dysregulation, and the West-Censori dynamic appears to exemplify this, albeit under intense public gaze.
Background on their relationship provides context for these developments. Kanye West and Bianca Censori tied the knot in a private ceremony in December 2022, shortly after his divorce from Kim Kardashian was finalized. Their union has been marked by high-profile appearances, with Censori often turning heads for her bold fashion choices influenced by West's Yeezy brand. However, the past year has been particularly fraught, with West's manic episode coinciding with professional setbacks and personal lows.
West has previously credited Censori for pulling him through dark periods. In related coverage, he revealed how her encouragement led him to treatment, stating in interviews that her presence was a stabilizing force. Meanwhile, Censori's profile sheds light on her own vulnerabilities, humanizing the often-glamorous image of their life together. The couple's story resonates with broader conversations about mental health in the entertainment industry, where stigma can deter seeking help.
As they move forward, both West and Censori emphasize growth and resilience. Censori's foray into occult interests, while unconventional, seems to be part of her post-rehab exploration of self. West, too, has expressed regret and a commitment to better managing his condition, potentially signaling a new chapter free from the cycles of mania that have defined parts of his career.
The disclosures come at a time when mental health awareness is at an all-time high, with celebrities increasingly sharing their stories to destigmatize treatment. For those facing similar struggles, resources like the Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline at 1-800-662-HELP (4357) offer confidential support. While the future for West and Censori remains uncertain amid ongoing public interest, their candor suggests a path toward stability, one informed by hard-won personal insights.
Looking ahead, insiders report that the couple is focusing on private recovery rather than public spectacles. With West's bipolar diagnosis well-documented since 2016 and Censori's recent transformation, their narrative could inspire others grappling with invisible illnesses. As Vanity Fair and The Wall Street Journal publications indicate, transparency from high-profile figures may encourage more open dialogues about rehab, mania, and the occult-tinged spirituality that sometimes accompanies healing journeys.